hopeless

(album: monarch - 2022)

She said I'm hopeless
I can't ever focus
She don't like attention
I guess I never noticed
She said I'm hopeless
I can't ever focus
She don't like attention
I guess I never noticed

I wake up, then I'm falling asleep
'Cause I don't ever want to think about what happened to me
I wake up, then I scream in the sheets
'Cause I don't ever want to think about what we could achieve
(I wake up) then I'm back in the mess
I know you're hanging out with him and he loves all of your friends
I keep thinking of what we could be, what we should've been
I want to die, he's got your thigh, now you're getting undressed

She said I'm hopeless
I can't ever focus
She don't like attention
I guess I never noticed
She said I'm hopeless
I can't ever focus
She don't like attention
I guess I never noticed

You watch your problems drive away
You can love yourself to death but deep inside you're full of hate
And everytime you find a guy, he's really nice, he's really great
But he won't ever fucking love you like I did, it's all the same
I remember taking walks in the park
Thinking I could never step on your heart
Thinking I could never see us apart
She said I'm over it
And that's it

She said I'm hopeless
I can't ever focus
She don't like attention
I guess I never noticed
She said I'm hopeless
I can't ever focus
She don't like attention
I guess I never noticed