Lifeboat

(album: Nosebleed (Unmasked) - 2020)

Keep a lifeboat tied to my bedside
In case my ship goes down at the wrong time
You're the lighthouse there in the night sky
Far away at the bay, but it's alright
My apartment is cold in the morning
All the days that you woke up before me
Sleeping in cause I thought I could afford it
I should've known but I always just ignored it
Made a paper heart on the subway
Gave it to me, said that I would keep it always
Still inside my wallet I look at it everyday
Needed something to remind me of the good things
But there's a time and place for everything, and I know that
You needed some time away, had to go, yeah
Find the stars in outer space, trying to glow, yeah
We've been doing better things, wish I could show you

Got a whip, got a watch, got it so chill
Making money talking 'bout the shit that I feel
Think it's funny 'cause I never feel complete still
Hundred twenty down the highway, missing you yeah
Got a whip, got a watch, got the windows down
It's not the same in the city when you're not around
You're the lighthouse there in the night sky
And you're the lifeboat tied to my bedside, yeah

I've been feeling down so I've been listening to Posty
Helping me get through the times of missing you the most, see
I'm not really busy I just take a lot of selfies
Hoping that you're scrolling through and see it on your post feed
Miss me when you're lonely, it's only a pipe dream
Take you out for dinner then we'll get your favourite ice cream
I am so sick and tired of being vulnerable
But at the same time it makes the time pass slow
So I do love it so Pokémon Go
Maybe I can catch you if I just let you know

Got a whip, got a watch, got it so chill
Making money talking 'bout the shit that I feel
Think it's funny 'cause I never feel complete still
Hundred twenty down the highway, missing you yeah
Got a whip, got a watch, got the windows down
It's not the same in the city when you're not around
You're the lighthouse there in the night sky
And you're the lifeboat tied to my bedside, yeah

Got my twenty-ten whip that shit is beat yeah
Got my watch for twenty dollars shit was cheap yeah
Make a couple thousand every other week, chill
I'mma save it just in case you coming back still
I'mma save it for the trips we never took yeah
Little payment on the houses that we looked at
Think it's funny cause I never feel complete still
One hundred twenty down the highway missing you, yeah
Yeah