Mthrfckr

(album: Nosebleed (Unmasked) - 2020)

When you sleep in his bed
Do you see my eyes
Does your heart slow down when you realise
His will be never be as blue as mine
And they ain't never gonna look at you the same way

You always told me that you thought you weren't good enough
Maybe that's why you keep list of every guy you've fucked
Maybe you'll hear this song and hate my guts
Atleast you'll know that I still think of us

Its been a couple of months and I'm sure
You don't know me, I don't know you no more
So why am I still laying here on the floor
Thinking of you, wish that I can do more
All of your clothes just covered in pain
But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain
But I'm wearing still just so I relate to life that I had before you got a raise

I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucker when you let me down

Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke my half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucker, motherfucker when you let me down

Why the hell did you tell me that you missed my bed
Were you just fucking with my heart or my head
And I told myself that I would not do this again
Swear to god I would never do this again

Its eating me alive
Everytime I close my eyes
See a body by my side
There's nobody by my side
Its been a couple of months and I'm sure
You don't know me, I don't know you no more
So why am I still laying here on the floor
Thinking of you, wish that I can do more
All of your clothes just covered in pain
But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain
But I'm wearing still just so I relate
To life that I had before you got a raise

I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucker when you let me down

Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke my half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucker, motherfucker when you let me down

I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucking let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
Cause I'ma motherfucker, motherfucker when you let me down
When you let me down