Caffeine

(album: Beneath The Roses - 2023)

Thought you were gonna be my savior
That maybe you would love me, even when I'm ugly
But now I'm second guessing if I need ya
Do I need, really need, do I really really need ya?
Thought you were gonna be my grace, well
Pretending that you love me, even when I'm ugly
But now I'm second guessing who you're gonna be, love
Will I free, will I really, really free ya?

Honestly, I just wanted you to save me
Honestly, I just wanted you to save me

It's not you I need, it's caffeine, love
It's not you I need, you I need
Maybe in another life, we'll try again
But now I need you to remember
It's not you I need, it's caffeine, love
It's not you I need, you I need
It's not you I need

Now I know the definition of insomnia
I just haven't been sleeping, but it's not really a problem
'Cause I make the best decisions when I'm drunk or when I'm coffeed up
It's not you I need, it's caffeine, it's caffeine
Sometimes I just really wanna know
Why the hell you ever let me go
Then I remember the color of all the blood that you were coughing up
And how it stained the bed
That's why I'm sleeping on the couch now

That's why I'm sleeping on the, sleeping on the couch now
That's why I'm sleeping on the, sleeping on the couch now

It's not you I need, it's caffeine, love
It's not you I need, you I need
Maybe in another life, we'll try again
But now I need you to remember
It's not you I need, it's caffeine, love
It's not you I need, you I need
It's not you I need

It's not you I need, it's caffeine, love
It's not you I need, you I need
Maybe in another life, we'll try again
But now I need you to

It's not you I need, it's caffeine, love
It's not you I need, you I need
Maybe in another life, we'll try again
But now I need you to remember
It's not you I need, it's caffeine, love
It's not you I need, you I need
It's not you I need