Sacrilegious

(album: Habits & Contradictions - 2012)

[Verse 1]
Gloomy on sunny days
Shadows no house or trees
Prayers now close to me as I bow down and take a knee
Hell goes far as the eye can see
Hoodies and weaponry
Naïve to being free
Locked up, we chasing keys
How ya eyes investigate us
While we look up to entertainers, ball players, pistol bangers
Big brothers, uncles, uncles
Betrayed by a lot of homies, all my friendships stay on shuffle
Huddles, steady find a plan, spread evil beyond the land
As I clench down upon this trigger
The burn fuckin burn
Every step to getting deeper
Survival my main concern
Marinating in satan's sweat, take a sip of this holy water
Hoping god still keep me blessed
With a dark shield for my armor

[Verse 2]
Promises man I promised
None of them goals accomplished
Promises man I promised
To be loyal and honest
Promises man I promised
Lied on separate occasions
Promises man I promised
My promises is aging
Hennessy what my system like
Feeling like superman
I might crip tonight
I bring loss to life
A gruesome site
Look who done got involved
Its no different from wars, its kill or be called upon
Feeling teary eyed, thinking I've gone too far
Ask god for forgiveness, shit I doubt he heard me at all
They say clean your hands before you eat, rest your sins with pray
But I've done did some things I don't think I could ever wash away