Good Thing I'm Not God

(album: I'm Not A Mother, But I Have Children - 2021)

This is for kids the who
Hit me 'til they turned their own fists blue
They wanted me to die just a little
And maybe I did
Oh, this is for system
Always looking for a back it can piss on
They wanted me to not play the victim
But maybe I am

Before I learned to quiet my mind
You made me wanna end my life
Thank God for therapy, it saved me

But sometimes I still wanna cut
Deep so you know what you've done
Hope you get hit by a bus
It's a good thing I'm not God
Sometimes I still wanna hurt
Give you the pain you deserve
Good thing I still have a heart
It's a good thing I'm not God
(It's a good thing I'm not God)

This is for the contract
The one that's been holding me hostage
Yeah, if my mama dies impoverished
I'll blame it on you
Oh, what is independence
If slavery has never really ended?
And if you're poor, then you're a slave, I said it
Mm-hmm, even you

Before I learned to quiet my mind
You made me wanna end my life
Thank God for therapy, it saved me

But sometimes I still wanna cut
Deep so you know what you've done
Hope you get hit by a bus
It's a good thing I'm not God
Sometimes I still wanna hurt
Give you the pain you deserve
Good thing I still have a heart
It's a good thing I'm not God
(It's a good thing I'm not God)

Good thing I'm not God
Ha, if I was
If I was, you'd get hit by a bus
Good thing I'm not god
If I was
If I was, you'd get hit by a bus

It's a good thing, it's a good thing
It's a good thing, it's a good thing
It's a good thing, it's a good thing
It's a good thing, it's a good thing, yeah-yeah