Cold Hearted (Bonus Track)

(album: Here Alone: Collection - 2022)

W-wh-hy are you lying?
Like there's literally no reason in lying
Like j-just tell me, you know?
J-just keep it real with me

I just wanted the real truth
Details you kept leaving out
Made me keep questioning you
Always had me feeling doubt

And I knew you always knew
Finally I see it now
You cut me with lies and
You liked seeing me bleeding out

Tried to rescue you from you
'Cause you made us feel the round
Your ego won and you lose
'Cause you'll never see me now

Having a heart gets you screwed
Your love had me feeling down
Your love had me feeling down

Look it's fuck you and fuck this
I just hate always falling in love with
Girls like who suck me dry of my pure heart
This whole cycle is redundant

My problem is I stay after they done shit
I should've ran never look back, and run quick
I blame my fame, I guess it's what it comes with
It's all a game, 'til my feelings are fucked with

So fuck them then
Because of you, I can't trust again
All our memories lie and I'm stuck with them
And I don't think I could ever love again, so

Until then keep living a lie
Hope losing us was worth your pride
'Cause you ended us both
Thank you for our demise
But I'm asking you, "Why?"

Why so cold-hearted, my darling?
Broke, down, falling
Why so cold-hearted, my darling?
Broke, down, falling
Why so cold-hearted, my darling?
Broke, down, falling
Why so cold-hearted, my darling?
Broke, down, falling

You see what you did to me?
Honestly, honesty's what you can't give to me
You promise you'll change, and always fail miserably
By lying to my face, then expecting sympathy

You say you love me, were you even into me?
Was I a victim to all your toxicity?
How much damage would I have if I didn't leave?
Somehow you'll blame me for your inconsistencies

Could only handle so much
Before I gotta give up
I have goals and I can't be stuck
To someone who I barely trust

Fuck I just wanna be happy
Chilling at my house on Netflix and laughing
Talking our future and building a family
I would easily take that over rapping

Gave up on love, I'm no longer in search
My heart is torn, I don't wanna get hurt
My story's the same, it's striking a nerve
Maybe you'll change and then we can work

But until then keep living a lie
I hope losing us was worth your pride
Because you ended us both
You're heartless to our demise
So I'm asking you, "Why?"

Why so cold-hearted, my darling?
Broke, down, falling
Why so cold-hearted, my darling?
Broke, down, falling
Why so cold-hearted, my darling?
Broke, down, falling
Why so cold-hearted, my darling?
Broke, down, falling