Crosses

(album: Complete Collapse - 2022)

(Let's go)

No weight, no substance
I gave it all and you gave me nothing
It's too late to be cautious
I'm not God, so carry your own crosses

I pick myself up just to fall back down
I hurt myself when no one's around
You don't know who you are
When you're standing in the dark
Can you come back when you've been left for dead?
Do you believe the bullshit in your head?
You don't know who you are
When you're standing in the dark (Yeah)

I feel safe, when you're watching
This mask just might be my coffin
I cared too much, by now you'd think I've had enough
Just tell me anything as long as I can't feel the pain
So stop this fucking game 'cause I was never listening

I pick myself up just to fall back down
I hurt myself when no one's around
You don't know who you are
When you're standing in the dark
Can you come back when you've been left for dead?
Do you believe the bullshit in your head?
You don't know who you are
When you're standing in the dark

It's not just in my head
(It's not just in my head)
The fear of every breath
(The fear of every breath)
If I was just like you
(If I was just like you)
I'd be running for my life too
(Running for my life too)

Running (Running)
The things I fear the most
Stand in the dark
(I can't face me alone)
Running (Running)
The devil on my back
Wake up, carry the cross
Then fall back off the track, off the track
When I'm standing in the dark

I pick myself up just to fall back down
I hurt myself when no one's around
You don't know who you are
When you're standing in the dark
Can you come back when you've been left for dead?
Do you believe the bullshit in your head?
You don't know who you are
When you're standing in the dark

Standing in the dark
When you're standing in the dark
Standing in the dark
When you're standing in the dark
Yeah, yeah
When you're standing in the dark
Standing in the dark