You Don't Know What It's Like

(album: GREYSCALE - 2020)

Hey man, just checkin in, you took off last night before I could say bye, just make sure he's cool, do that

I've been lying to myself
I've been lying to everyone
They all believe me when I say
"Everything's cool", even when it's not
Why did I even come here?
I don't even wanna make small talk
I said 'hello' now I'm leaving
Gonna go home, might get a little drunk

But hold up, you're saying that you're coming over
But I don't wanna do this sober
No, I don't wanna listen no more when you telling me
'Cause

You don't know what it feels like
You don't know how I feel
Stop telling me that "It's alright"
You don't know what it's like to be me
You don't know what it's like

Everything's going pretty good, I guess
So why the hell do I feel like such a mess
Sometimes I feel like God's giving me a test
And if I wake up in the morning then I guess I passed

But hold up, you're saying that you're coming over
But I don't wanna do this sober
No, I don't wanna listen no more when you telling me
'Cause

You don't know what it feels like
You don't know how I feel
Stop telling me that "It's alright"
You don't know what it's like to be me
You don't know what it's like to be me
No, you don't know what it's like

Is it gonna be like this forever?
'Cause I don't wanna be like this forever
I swear that I'm gonna get my shit together
But for now, just let it go, leave me alone, leave me alone

You don't know what it feels like
You don't know how I feel
Stop telling me that "It's alright"
You don't know what it's like to be me