amnesia

(album: fabulist: extended - 2018)

Stalled
And leaning backwards
Following all the rules
You left

Baby steps

Long, laborious lobotomy
Performed on me

Woke every night
Same questions asked
I don't remember

It's been so long, yet I remember you like scars
A perfect picture, everyday
It's been so long, yet I remember how it was
I used to be your everything and anything

Since I've been gone, I've been forgetting all I was
But you're still clearer than the day, everyday

Come down
Come home
Melt in morphine
All alone

Still alive
Still whole
Still in toxic chemicals

Still intoxicated love
Dizzy mess inside my bones

I still remember
I still remember

Now I feel a little hypnotized
Sentimental of your scent tonight
Sent my mental off, I feel just fine
Got my heart; it's all need this time
Yeah

It's been so long, yet I remember you like scars
A perfect picture, everyday
It's been so long, yet I remember how it was
I used to be your everything and anything

Since I've been gone, I've been forgetting how I was
But you're still clearer than the day, everyday