Reason To Stay

(album: I'm Sorry, I'm Not Sorry - 2020)

Here we are again lying on the floor
I can hear my name under the bedroom door
You can change my day with a single word
You will never know how much it hurts

I hate it when I blame myself
I hate it when I cry
I hate it when my makeup's falling down my eyes
I hate the way you look at me
Know I'm not what you want
And I'm not coming back
I'm already gone

So are you gonna give me a reason to stay?
Or are you gonna let me throw it all away?
If I'm already broken
There's nothing left to break
So don't try and give me a reason to stay

Who do I turn to?
Where do I escape?
Got an empty pack
Still a heavy weight
All I know is I ended it for me?
I'm not sorry, I'm not sorry

I hate the way you look at me
Know I'm not what you want
And I'm not coming back
I'm already gone

So are you gonna give me a reason to stay?
Or are you gonna let me throw it all away?
If I'm already broken
There's nothing left to break
So don't try and give me a reason to stay
How could the fearless become so afraid?
The ones that are closest feel so far away
Guess we're already broken
There's nothing left to break
So don't try and give me a reason to stay

I hate the way you look at me
Know I'm not what you want

So are you gonna give me a reason to stay?
Or are you gonna let me throw it all away?
If I'm already broken
There's nothing left to break
So don't try and give me a reason to stay, to stay