Rollercoaster Daze

(album: Hivemind - 2018)

The odds were stacked against me
My heart held its ground
You only fell deeper into something else
She became accustomed to my rollercoaster days
Inadvertently validating me to stay stuck
Lost in my bipolar ways

Now you speak in secret code
And I'm locked outside
In the elements begging for the key
I think I'm gonna start carving out
The memory of your love now
So when I give into the underground
My soul can be free

Please tell me this is imaginary
The constant onslaught
Nonstop barrage of lies I make my reality
You became accustomed to my rollercoaster days
Inadvertently validating me to stay stuck
Lost in my bipolar ways

Now you speak in secret code
And I'm locked outside
In the elements begging for the key
I think I'm gonna start carving out
The memory of your love now
So when I give into the underground
My soul can be free

As I claw my way out
From a dark familiar place
Not like I chose this
I just need to know it
Honey can you live with my psychosis stain

Now you speak in secret code
And I'm locked outside
In the elements begging for the key
I think I'm gonna start carving out
The memory of your love now
So when I give into the underground
My soul can be...
Now you speak in secret code
My soul can be free
Now you speak in secret code
My soul can be free