Farsighted

(album: tryhard - 2019)

There's a distance between me and myself somehow
I don't wanna miss it but I'm too close to make it out
I can see outside but it's blurry when I'm looking in
How did I become a stranger in my skin?

I can't find myself
Got lost in the middle, now
I feel like someone else
Now I'm looking in the mirror at
Everyone I've ever known
Everything I've ever loved
But I can't find myself

Yeah it's weighing me down
I can't get away right now
I keep running but I can't hide it
I keep looking but I'm farsighted
Wearing me out
I can't get any sleep at night
I keep running but I can't hide it
I'm so close but I'm farsighted

There's a voice inside my head that I call me
Who's a collection of conversations and melodies
There's an ocean between me and myself again
I keep on searching but the circle has no end

Yeah it's weighing me down
I can't get away right now
I keep running but I can't hide it
I keep looking but I'm farsighted
Wearing me out
I can't get any sleep at night
I keep running but I can't hide it
I'm so close but I'm farsighted

I can't find myself
Got lost in the middle, now
I feel like someone else
Now I'm looking in the mirror at
Everyone I've ever loved
Everything I've ever done
But I can't find myself

Yeah it's burning me down
I can't get away right now
I keep running but I can't hide it
I keep looking but I'm farsighted
Freaking me out
I can't get any sleep at night
I keep running but I can't hide it
I'm so close but I'm farsighted