Heart On Defrost

(album: Paternity Leave - 2020)

My heart on defrost
Catch a play and then I speed off
'Bout 20 missed calls
From my bae she say we need to talk
We damn near argue every day for no reason at all
Been grinding harder every day 'fore I leave I'mma ball
Ain't no sleeping, ain't no slipping at all
Grab my pistol 'fore I dip, you think I'm tripping, but naw
I'm a high risk, just how I'm living, I don't forgive, I can't forget it dawg
I have these visions and keep drifting off
I need to leave that purp alone
Do no disturb me, I ain't heard my phone
I'm riding dirty but I serve alone
I smoke two and sold about 30 [?]
And to keep from killing you, shit I just murder songs
They keep asking what I'm working on
Shit, patience
Rebuilding one of my houses and my rentals need renovation
Back rapping, it's therapeutic, plus I know they investigating
If I can weather the storm, well I know that the blessings waiting
Waking up going running, or yoga and meditation
Still tote, hope I never use it, I don't know about hesitating
Common sense, if you got consequences better face it
Niggas be catching cases
Then they start giving statements
How you gon' play the victim
That's your choice and you made it
Really ain't complicated, so I minimize conversations
All these niggas is rats, I'm used to dealing with snakes
I put my feelings away
I've been feeling my [?]
Every time I slide home, I ain't been feeling as safe
So I'm outta there, relocating in 30 days
Trapping out a AirBnB, fucking up shawty rating
Yeah, it's in her name, but she gutta, it's in the game (in the game)
Like EA, the DA know me by my rap name
Task force think I'm selling H, know I Shute like my last name
Back on that bullshit just like I was 'fore the bag came
I don't act the same
When you having change sometimes you have to change
I'm still myself, real with myself and that's what matters most
I know what's true, nothing to prove, so I don't have to post
You can tap it and snap a captioned quote (Lito)
Back at it, I might've been happier when I wasn't rapping though