Gxne By 27

(album: Nx Future - 2021)

Fucked up all the time
'Cause is my mind
There's no future

I've given up
On my own life
For quite some time now
Don't give a fuck
Don't feel alive
Don't even know
How I'm still waking up
Knowing there's no going back from what's begun

I try to keep
My head in place
So I don't go down
This rabbit hole
Of crazy thoughts
That I don't need
But here I am again
In the middle of this battleground

It's my sad excuse to get

Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind
I'll be dead by 27
I'm so far behind
Of where I thought I'd be by now
And I don't see the point of pushing through
Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind
There's no future

I'm always pissed
But who's to blame
For all that I've done
Cease to exist
To stop the pain
Seems like the road I should maybe go down
When all I've tried has proven to have fail on me

Drugs make it worse
But I can't stop
Booze never works
Like I was taught
Maybe with therapy
I'd realize and see
Buried inside of me
There is still a little flame
Burning bright but I guess I will never know

How have I come to this

Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind
I'll be dead by 27
I'm so far behind
Of where I thought I'd be by now
And I don't see the point of pushing through
Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind
There's no future

It's my sad excuse to get

Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind
I'll be dead by 27
I'm so far behind
Of where I thought I'd be by now
And I don't see the point of pushing through
Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind
There's no future

There's no future
Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind
There's no future