BMTH shxw

(album: Nx Future - 2021)

I remember that night
On the way home from
A BMTH show
When I was so damn drunk
And told you you were better off without me
We hooked up one last time
And then you moved on
Just like I told you so
Why did I made it seem
Like I had never felt a thing for you

(When I know it can't be further from the truth)

I've lied
When I said I needed time
Fuck, I was so out of mind
I've tried
To convince me I don't care
Truth is I'm in disrepair
'Cause I broke, broke my own heart

I remember that night
My hands in your hair
Ignoring what you'd said
As you were down on me
I knew it was the end but I played along

You held me up so high
And acted like you cared
But you just fucked with my head
And told me all the things you needed to say to get me in your bed
You never gave a fuck
All you ever cared about is you and that's the fucking truth

"Hey, I just got your text and I wanted to talk to you in person
But as always you never pick up 'cause you're probably too busy
Talking to your side chicks but get this through your skull
I don't give a fuck about you and in case you still don't get it these 3 words might help
Go fuck yourself!"

I've cried
For someone not worth my time
Can't believe I was so blind
I've tried
To convince me I don't care
Truth is I'm in disrepair
'Cause you broke, broke me apart

I've lied
When I said I needed time
Fuck, I was so out of mind
I've tried
To convince me I don't care
Truth is I'm in disrepair
'Cause I broke, broke my own heart
'Cause you broke, broke me apart
Now we're broke, broken apart