Toxic Love

Fuck me up like you always do
I won't go
'Cause you know I can't live without you
Toxic love
Wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?

July of 2020
Things were kinda heavy
At least you were there for me
You made me feel like I, feel like I
Was maybe worthy of your time
Maybe you'd become mine
Couldn't get you out of my mind
You made me feel alive, feel alive

Yeah I know that's cute but it didn't last long

So fuck me up like you always do
I won't go
'Cause you know I can't live without you
Toxic love
Wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?
You use me to build yourself up
I became someone that I'm not
Toxic love
Wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?

You know all of my story
You use it against me
I know you're not sorry
Yeah I know you like that, yeah I know you like that
When I'm sad and lonely
You hate to see me happy
Pain is all that I see
Whenever I look at
Whenever I look at you

But then I think back to
All the good times and the incredible sex
Now the same bedroom I used to lay with you
Is full of photographs from the past
And memories that went by so fast
I should've known it wouldn't last
Our love is made of glass

So fuck me up like you always do
I won't go
'Cause you know I can't live without you
Toxic love
Wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?
You use me to build yourself up
I became someone that I'm not
Toxic love
Wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of you?
Let go of you

You use me to build yourself up
I became someone that I'm not
Toxic love
Wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of you?