Spiderweb

(album: Blessings - 2019)

I can hear you talking, don't call it a whisper
Busy with the nonsense, I don't see the picture
I don't have the focus, swallowed by my issues
Ego is a motherfucker, liquor makes me vicious
But I'm back again, it's funny how it always ends up happening
I ruined all my plans and fall offtrack again
Is anybody even really laughing?
Man, I just don't understand

Sometimes I don't have no patience
Don't know how I make it

I don't really know why I can't let it go,
Why I can't let it go sometimes
Caught up in this spider web
Spiderweb
This spider web of life

I don't really know why I can't let it go,
Why I can't let it go sometimes
Caught up in this spider web
Spiderweb
This spider web of life

I been having trouble
Trying to get my rest up
Dealing with these monsters
All up in my head
Now my son is getting older
Older by the day
Told him even daddy
Is gonna make mistakes
But I'm back again
Its funny how it always ends up happening
I do it to myself I know I'm passionate
Is anybody even really slapping this?
I just don't understand

Sometimes I don't have no patience
Don't know how I make it

I don't really know why I can't let it go,
Why I can't let it go sometimes
Caught up in this spider web
Spiderweb
This spider web of life

I don't really know why I can't let it go,
Why I can't let it go sometimes
Caught up in this spider web
Spiderweb
This spider web of life

Caught up in this spider web this time
I don't really know, I don't know if I could try
Caught up in this spider web (spider web)
I don't really know, don't know

Sometimes, I can find my patience
Don't know how I'll make it

I don't really know why I can't let it go
Why I can't let it go this time
Caught up in this spider web
Spiderweb
This spider web of life

I don't really know why I can't let it go,
Why I just can't let it go
Caught up in this spider web
Spiderweb
This old life

I'm caught up in this spider web
Oh no no no
This spiderweb