Sin In Me

(album: Sinema - 2014)

[Mya Desiree:]
What in your head makes you think its okay to treat somebody like this?
I'm asking for a simple phone call
I thought you loved me
I thought you were in love with me
But you don't even love me enough to give me a phone call back?
You're just gonna ignore me like I don't exist?
You're just gonna throw me out like I'm a sleazy piece of meat?
Am I a sleazy piece of meat to you, is that how you view me?
Cuz you weren't acting like I was a piece of meat the other night
I wasn't a sleazy piece of meat then
This is not the way it was supposed to turn out!

[Swoope:]
I brought death to life, I brought death to life
My indiscretions had me ignoring directions and I left what's right
Now what's left is my life hanging in the balance
Or a web designed for entrapment and I'm petrified while she laughing 'cuz I'm next to die
I'm staring in the Devil's eyes
And all that sweet talking disappeared, now this evil is in the mirror
Threatening to wreck my life
Wishing that I never felt enticed
By a feeling that I always felt was Mya convincing my mental
This vixen was sinful and I'm innocent though that's just a lie
Shifting the blame
Knowing I'm living in sin and ashamed
Knowing that responsibility claims that I should be pitched in a river of flames
I'm feeling the pain
Crossing the line, no fill in the blank
Cross on my mind, I'm drifting away
Faults on my mind, this guilt is a weight
I'm tempted to pray, but this sin's in the way
Life is a Sinema, fighting the sin in my mind
And the villain is crafting the animal feelings inside
This chick is so kindred to Kendrick she gifted at killing the vibe
Drowning now, Mya Desiree is who I named
But sound it out; My Desire, she is who I am

[Mya Desiree:]
But guess what?
I'm not going away because I'm having your baby!
Yes! I am pregnant with your child!
And if you think ignoring me is going to make me get rid of this child or that I'm just going to disappear into thin air?
You got another thing coming!
I'm having this baby whether you like it or not and your gonna help me raise it!
Because if you think anything else is going to happen I promise, I will kill you
Your gonna help me raise this baby, this is your child!

[Swoope:]
Enticed by my own lusts, temptation is the curse of men
Then like James 1 told us, conception leads to birth of sin
First that baby's cute and cuddly, then that monster's grotesque
Cuz that sin that used to be lovely is full grown and it's your death, ugghh
Created this monster, screws in yo neck
Frankenstein stays alive and to raise that child will be so deadly
Inside of Mya is Rosemary's baby
But my only hope is from the grave, rose Mary's baby
Prone to wander
Lord I feel it, Lord I feel this
Gotta kill this illness
My God, old habits they die hard when I'm trying to bruise what my will is
Trynna view what the film is
Starring Swoope, that's the villain
Got the script in your Word and I'm trying hard not the screw up the lyrics
Temptation's a realities, not something I dreamt half asleep
I need you Jesus, I'm too weak to come up with the strength to battle me, uh
I turn around to see Mya and a baby standing right there
Visions of horror, then I realized it was all a nightmare...
(Alarm clock fading in)
Visions of horror, then I realized it was all a nightmare...

It was a dream. Huh, it was a dream. Oh Jesus, it was a dream..

One.. Two.. Three..

[Denise Powell:]
Lord fix my eyes to you, I only see you
Fix my heart to you, I only want you
Lord you, only you
Fix my heart to you, I only want you