20 Something

(album: Ctrl - 2017)

How you ain't say you was moving forward?
Honesty hurts when you're getting older
I gotta say I'll miss the way you need me, yeah
Why you ain't say you was getting bored?
Why you ain't say I was falling short?
How you lead me out so far away?

How could it be?
20 something, all alone still
Not a thing in my name
Ain't got nothing, running from love
Only know fear
That's me, Ms. 20 Something
Ain't got nothing, running from love
Wish you were here, oh

Stuck in them 20 somethings, stuck in them 20 somethings
Good luck on them 20 somethings, good luck on them 20 somethings
But God bless these 20 somethings
(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)
Hoping my 20 somethings won't end
Hoping to keep the rest of my friends
Praying the 20 somethings don't kill me, don't kill me

Weird, took us so long to separate
I feel, it's permanent like a riptide, this time
Waves crashing fast, I try
Think of the past, please stay
How could it be?

How could it be?
20 something, all alone still
Not a phone in my name
Ain't got nothing, running from love
Only know fear
That's me, Ms. 20 Something
Ain't got nothing, running from love
Wish you were here, oh

Stuck in them 20 somethings, stuck in them 20 somethings
Good luck on them 20 somethings, good luck on them 20 somethings
But God bless these 20 somethings
(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)
Hoping my 20 somethings won't end
Hoping to keep the rest of my friends
Praying the 20 somethings don't kill me, kill me

(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)
(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)
(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)
And if it's an illusion, I don't want to wake up. I'm gonna hang on to it. Because the alternative is an abyss, is just a hole, a darkness, a nothingness. Who wants that? You know? So that's what I think about CTRL, and that's my story, and I'm sticking to it
That was beautiful mommy, that was perfect