Diazepam

(album: Downer Part.1 - 2021)

Touched by the hand of diazepam
Don't count no sheep, I count the milligrams it takes to numb my brain
Sleepless and belligerent
Lifeless eyes, aching joints, sweating like a bitch

Succumb to death, I'm going blind
Foggy eyed, lacking piece of mind
Fallen is the fog, eyes rotating up into the skies
Oh God, I wish I could turn the hands of time
I'm gone and all I can think is
Wish mother had picked up my call
Eat the barrel, kick the bucket, watch me paint these walls
Goddamn

My lips are cracking up, my fingers start to shake
Feel like hanging from my neck, no escape, no escape
Goodbye, forget my fucking name
Cold hands dangle from the ceiling fan

Quiver, bloody red eyes
The stench grows, consumed by flies
They said he would finally do it
Years go by, nobody knew I was
Lit up like a fire, burning brain cells, feeling sick
I wish that I could down these pills and put an end to all this shit
Can't bring myself to hurt my mother, I just wanna top myself
But I'm a pussy footing fucker, all I'll do is run my mouth again

String me up
Fuck