Guts

(album: En-Route: London - 2019)

Felt obligated to stay
Even though it kinda killed me inside
You got the devil to pay
So you know i gotta leave you behind (behind)

But loving you
Was a moment of weakness
Can't believe i was nothing for you
Holding onto the feelings
And feeling how can they be real?
When you'd lie through your teeth
Just to lie next to me

I wish I had the guts to walk away
The thought of you alone makes me afraid
You push me to my limit
You are always forgiven
I cut you off
And tie us back
I wish I had the guts to walk away
The thought of you alone makes me afraid
You push me to my limit
You are always forgiven
I cut you off
And tie us back together

Starting to feel withdraws
And i think they're gonna eat me alive
Why do i want you at all?
All the cold sweats and the hot nights
Driving home to the west side
All alone for the last time

But loving you
Was a moment of weakness
Can't believe i was nothing for you
Holding onto the feelings and saying i mean it
But feeling how can they be true?
When I lie through your teeth
Just to lie next to you

I wish I had the guts to walk away
The thought of you alone makes me afraid
You push me to my limit
You are always forgiven
I cut you off
And tie us back
I wish I had the guts to walk away
The thought of you alone makes me afraid
You push me to my limit
You are always forgiven
I cut you off
And tie us back together

Keeping you here is trapping me
In a prison with bars that you can walk between
But its not enough just to leave
Everywhere I go I have to wipe every trace of you
I'm replacing you

I wish I had the guts to walk away
The thought of you alone makes me afraid
You push me to my limit
You are always forgiven
I cut you off
And tie us back
I wish I had the guts to walk away
The thought of you alone makes me afraid
You push me to my limit
You are always forgiven
I cut you off
And tie us back together

The guts to walk away
Thought makes me afraid
I cut you off
And tie us back together