Sinking Me

(album: The Love You Let Too Close - 2017)

As I'm burning alive inside my mind
Trying to feel, trying to breathe
I swear I tried

But now I'm broken looking for something, looking for something that isn't here
Everything I could really do without has never been so, been so clear
Broken, looking for something, looking for something that isn't me
Everything I could really do without is sinking, sinking me

Knowing that I'm really coming to terms
With the reality of a broken spine
Cost of the weight of the world, unsure
If I could hold it all up, buy some time
Clean myself of the dust on the floor
Hollow me out, watch me endure
I've been down here far too long
Too many shades of gray. The sight is sore

I used to be so worth saving

But now I'm broken looking for something, looking for something that isn't here
Everything I could really do without has never been so, been so clear
Broken, looking for something, looking for something that isn't me
Everything I could really do without is sinking, sinking me

I'm burning alive inside my mind
Trying to feel, trying to breathe
I swear I tried. I swear I tried

I swear I tried

Show me that I can feel again
I'm sick of this loss being all I claim
Numb to the touch, burning alive
Void of a color, void of a name
Show me that I can feel again
I'm sick of this loss being all I claim
Numb to the touch, burning alive
Void of a color, void of a name

I used to be so worth saving

Broken, looking for something, looking for something that isn't here
Everything I could really do without

But now I'm broken looking for something, looking for something that isn't here
Everything I could really do without has never been so, been so clear
Broken, looking for something, looking for something that isn't me
Everything I could really do without is sinking, sinking me