Lost Between

(album: Gone In Your Wake - 2019)

I remember
Everything a little bit brighter than this
And I remember
The feeling of your touch on my wrist
December comes and I go crazy
Everything stops I feel like you hate me
I remember everything caving
I remember everything caving

And I can still feel the pressure weighing down on my chest oh no
It's not getting any better, no it's not oh

So would you tell me I'm wrong
Can't stop thinking that I'm not worth saving
Here on my own
Why do I still feel so lost between
Who I am and who you wanted me to be?

Tell me I'm wrong now, tell me you're gone now
Sing me a song that we used to sing
Follow along now, follow along now
I hate the way you feel so differently
And it's been so long
No love for a place you showed me
The scent of the ocean stained my skin
Time moves on but the wound heals slowly

So would you tell me I'm wrong
Can't stop thinking that I'm not worth saving
Here on my own
Why do I still feel so lost between
Who I am and who you wanted me to be?

I've gotta know, does your heart still scream my name
I've gotta know, did the cold freeze up your mind and wash me away
Wash me away
Time moves on but the wound heals slowly

And I can still feel the pressure
Weighing down on my chest oh no
It's not getting any better
No it's not oh

So would you tell me I'm wrong
Can't stop thinking that I'm not worth saving
Here on my own
Why do I still feel so lost between
Who I am and who you wanted me to be?

I remember
Everything a little bit brighter than this
And I remember
The feeling of your touch on my wrist