Lonely

(album: Welcome To The Madhouse - 2021)

Why am I so damn lonely?
Am I the only one who feels this way?
Why am I so damn reckless?
I can't shake this, I am not okay

And they say, maybe I should learn a little thing about depression
Like crying to a stranger's gonna help me with progression
And I don't wanna take it, I don't wanna learn my lesson
All I really want is just the love and the affection
And they don't understand a single word that I am saying
All they wanna do is put me on some medication
It's hard for me to open up, it's hard for me to say shit
Writing all this music's like my form of meditation

And ooh-ooh, they've come to take me away again
Take control of me and all my friends
I've got this feeling and I can't pretend

Why am I so damn lonely?
Am I the only one who feels this way?
Why am I so damn reckless?
I can't shake this, I am not okay

Why am I so damn lonely?
Am I the only one who feels this way?
Why am I so damn reckless?
I can't shake this, I am not okay

So I thought, what's the point in trying if I cannot find a reason?
I'm lying to myself, I got a problem with believing
Believing in the good, I know my face can be deceiving
'Cause I've been tryna hide that I've been falling off the deep end
We're posting happy photos like we have two different faces
Writing, "Take me back to this" from when we're on vacation
Doesn't help me fill this hole of loneliness I'm facing
Like twenty-likes a post supposed to be the one salvation

And ooh-ooh, they've come to take me away again
Take control of me and all my friends
I've got this feeling and I can't pretend

Why am I so damn lonely?
Am I the only one who feels this way?
Why am I so damn reckless?
I can't shake this, I am not okay

Why am I so damn lonely?
Am I the only one who feels this way?
Why am I so damn reckless?
I can't shake this, I am not okay, ooh-ooh