Love To See Me Fail

(album: SADBOI - 2020)

I know you love to see me fail
Love to see me fail
First you blame it on the look
Now you blame it on the fame
But the only thing that's changed
Is I'm finally getting paid
I know you love to see me fail

Yeah, you love to see me fail
Woah
Yeah, you love to see me fail
Woah
Yeah, you love to see me fail

Back when I was up in school
You didn't wanna hang
Now you see me in the street
And you tell me I'm the man
You love to see me down
You thought that I was out
When I'm in the dirt
They like to kick me to the ground

So I breathe slow till I can't feel
Till the pain in my mind it kinda heals
I been on a rollercoaster lately
I don't even know if all I see is real
I don't even know if what I feel is real
I don't even know what is really happening
Got a couple friends that I keep on asking
Sometimes I feel like I'm the latest fashion
Sometimes I feel like that I'm not in fashion
Guess I've grown to hate all that
Sometimes I feel like all I need is rapping
It kinda feel like I might need some help
Working overtime for like someone else
I don't really like nobody else
I don't really like nobody else

I know you love to see me fail
Love to see me fail
First you blame it on the look
Now you blame it on the fame
But the only thing that's changed
Is I'm finally getting paid
I know you love to see me fail

Yeah, you love to see me fail
Woah
Yeah, you love to see me fail
Woah
Yeah, you love to see me fail

I really love my ma
I'm proud to be her son
Better brother to my sister
She don't need another one
But she's got three
That's not including me
Feel like the Queen's Guard
When we're walking down the street

So I breathe slow so that I can remember
Growing up was hard, especially November
I don't know how I been coping, baby
Hoping this plan would just come together
No one by my side through the coldest weather
I don't even know what is really happening
Got a couple friends that I keep on asking
Sometimes I feel like I'm the latest fashion
Sometimes I feel like that my heart is crashing
And I can't really handle that
Sometimes I feel like I ain't really happy
Kinda feel like I may be living in Hell
Looking at myself, feel like someone else
I don't really like nobody else
I don't really like nobody else

I know you love to see me fail
Love to see me fail
First you blame it on the look
Now you blame it on the fame
But the only thing that's changed
Is I'm finally getting paid
I know you love to see me fail

Yeah, you love to see me fail
Woah
Yeah, you love to see me fail
Woah
Yeah, you love to see me fail