Missing

(album: Voodoo 2 - 2021)

What do you want to know?
We've already been over this a million times
Wait, though I told you I would be
There when you needed me
Can't pretend to be someone else for you

And I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing

I've tried to keep most stopping, but the demons calling
Conversational with Satan, yeah I see him often
Sometimes I feel like I'm about to step into the coffin
I tried to talk to all my kids, but I've already lost (Daddy, daddy)
Keep on telling myself that this my last time
I only need one more then I'ma throw the shit in the trash
Then it starts to call me back (Michael, Michael)
Shut up, only my momma call me that
I only need one more, maybe two
Shit, then I'm through
Here, help me hold this fucking spoon
I'm out sleeping here all day, but I be up by noon
Nobody's here, but shit, my mind is on the moon
Fuck, I told the fans I got some new shit coming soon
Think they understand that my condition's doom
When I'm staring down this barrel in this living room

And I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing

I'm in the bathroom with the razor blades
Thought about it a couple times, but today's the day
(Today's the day)
Won't nobody miss me anyway
Cut my wrist, take a nap, and then just fade away
(Fade away, fade away, fade away)
Having struggles with my inner thoughts
No one's around when I'm alone and then them demons talk (Pussy)
They tell me to get up and kill myself and now I walk
Into the bathroom, soon I will be outlined in chalk
I think about all the kids that hated me in school
Treated me like shit and said I wasn't cool
Killed my self esteem and turned me on the brew
Tonight they hear about me all upon the news
I think about the hatred they have all consumed
I'm so gone mentally, I live up on the moon
I told my great grand momma that I see you soon (See you soon)
When I'm staring down this barrel in this living room

And I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing

Babe (yeah), what do you want to know?
We've already been over this a million times
Wait, though I told you I would be
There when you needed me
Can't pretend to be someone else for you