Speak Of

(album: Generation Nightmare - 2019)

(1, 2, 3)

My impatience
It's got me anxious and it's hard to breathe
And it's hard to cope with my anxiety
When I know they're always gonna laugh at me
It's called embarrassment and I'll carry this
Like a ton of bricks inside a suitcase
And watch it change the outcome of how I act
In social situations in the first place
I'm not the same person that I used to be
Young green fragile naive
I gotta sense of mind and how it's supposed to be
And I won't settle for anything in the middle between
I wanna be me
Is that really to much for me to ask
Every time I get to feeling the way that I really wanna feel the feeling disappears and never really seems to last I need a new drug
Is there a script you could write to prescribe me a little bit of hope
Cause I been in the dumps for too many days that it's unbearable for me to try to pretend or even wanna cope
And I practice what I preach and tell everybody to keep
They heads they hearts and they dreams within reach and held high
It don't matter if you win or lose it ends or begins it only matters if you try

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Inside of my mind there's a dark place
That I only go when I need space
And right now I got the lights out
And I'm feelin like I might be full of hate
I wanna climb down before I jump take
Another way decompress say
Fuck it sure life's a mess hey
You could not be me on your best day
It's checkmate in this chess play
I'm so opposite of what the rest say
I have ya rethink ya whole tat game
Really hit em all hard in the heart
Lame to change what you start
Face the flame that you spark
Somehow I'm insane for maintaining the place that I'm parked
While the rest all fade away in the dark
You ain't the tree your all bark
Going against the grain is my arc
Juggala vein is my tar-get
Outta my way I get heart-less
Their callin it art but I couldn't give a fuck regardless
Cuz to me ya top 5 is garbage
I could turn em all in to carnage
With a quick trip back to my deep space of darkness

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be cause that don't faze me I'm unique love
Not from the world that you speak of
Not from the world that you speak of