sorry

(album: Forest In The City - 2022)

Did we already start
Did we get to the part where I sink or swim?
Can we go back to the start
Back to the place where they said begin

I wanna go slower, slower
Wanna start over, over
I wanna go home, but home's just
So out of reach
Not even in my gravity

How sad for me
Fuck it

I should be grateful knowing my past
Why am I in school putting work in for a pass?
I wanna be a stoner with my own pad
I wanna be cool with my motherfucking dad

Is that too much to ask for?
Shit my bad
My mama worked hard, nearly broke her back
And I got doubts from the shit in the past
I wanna give her more than a nigga ever had

I'm sorry
For talking down too much
Sorry
I never trust my gut
I'm sorry
I'm always running my mouth too much
I'm sorry
I will start
Loving myself enough, yeah

I think I'll roll myself another
Earned it yeah I know (I know)
I wanna see the world in color
So I could feel warm in the cold

And maybe I
Maybe I
Maybe I
As a lady I
Know that I
Feel divine

I wanna be happy with my own path
I wanna be good to the friends that I have
When I get my home, I'ma pay it in cash
I wanna get the twins anything that they asked

I wanna go to
Tokyo
London
France
And I'ma have a chauffeur wherever I land
I wanna get drunk on the beach in the sand
I'm gonna get a Grammy with my motherfucking friends

I'm sorry
For talking down too much
Sorry
I never trust my gut
I'm sorry
I'm always running my mouth too much
I'm sorry
I will start loving myself enough, yeah

Sorry
For talking down too much
Sorry
I never trust my gut
I'm sorry
I'm always doubting myself too much
I'm sorry
I will start
Loving myself enough, yeah