100 days

(album: Forest In The City - 2022)

Woke up so tired
Mind racing, tongue-tied
I can not believe the pain I've endured
Front-facing my life
Feel good, don't feel right
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?

When I woke up this morning
(Mmm)
Told myself that it's brand new

See when I woke up this morning, baby
(I said)
What the fuck am I supposed to do?

I been up a hundred days
Told myself a thousand ways
It's the same story, new page

Wish that I could numb the pain
Sitting and bumping Novocain
It's the same book, new day

Up late, all night
Mind racing, tongue-tied
I can not believe the pain I've endured
Front-facing my life
Feel good, don't feel right
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?

It's on the tip of my tongue, but I wouldn't say it
If I could, I knew that wouldn't do

And I was looking for someone that could play
The way I do, I thought that was you

I been up a hundred days
Told myself a thousand ways
It's the same story, new page

Wish that I could numb the pain
Sitting and bumping Novocain
It's the same book, new day

Up late, all night
Mind racing, tongue-tied
I can not believe the pain I've endured
Front-facing my life
Feel good, don't feel right
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?

I've been up all night, all night

I've been up all night

Haha, we are going to
Have a real interview, I got some questions for you, mom, you game?
Maybe
Haha, okay, hahaha
Where and when were you born?
Alexandria, Louisiana
Grew up in Alexandria
There was a close neat family of people
Girl, we would always smile at each other
To say good morning or good evening
Uh-huh, your grandmother raised you, where was your mom?
'Cause I can't imagine not growing up with my mom
Love is an action word
Action word
Haha, that's what you love to say
And it is true
You have any ill will or anger, frustration due to the fact that she left you at such a young age?
Yeah, yeah, uh-huh
Still? Still?
Yeah, no I, no I
You grieve that?
I think I was a dancer, I really learned to love her