Jailbreak

(album: Father Shadow - 2020)

You are the reason why I despise the world
But still, you're the only reason why I'm still in it
Time never healed my wounds
It just made them more infected
They talk about their heartache
But I got a fucking heart attack

I can't reach my mind
I can't reach my heart
Why can't I leave you behind?
Never have a choice
Never feel rejoice
I damn my inner voice

And when two rivers run together
They can never be distinct again
Locked in a dream
To filter out your polluted stream
And when two rivers run together
They can never be distinct again
Locked in a dream
To filter out your polluted stream

Every time I talk with you
I never have a choice
Every time I try to sew my wounds
You stretch them wide open
Time never washed my brain
It just made it more infested
I will break out of this mind prison
I will break out!

I can't reach my mind
I can't reach my heart
Why can't I leave you behind?
Never have a choice
Never feel rejoice
I damn my inner voice

And when two rivers run together
They can never be distinct again
Locked in a dream
To filter out your polluted stream
And when two rivers run together
They can never be distinct again
Locked in a dream
To filter out your polluted stream

Every time I talk with you
I never have a choice
Every time I try to sew my wounds
You stretch them wide open

And when two rivers run together
They can never be distinct again
Locked in a dream
To filter out your polluted stream
And when two rivers run together
They can never be distinct again
Locked in a dream
To filter out your polluted stream

I can't reach my mind
I can't reach my heart
Why can't I leave you behind?
Never have a choice
Never feel rejoice
I damn my inner voice

I can't reach my mind
I can't reach my heart
Why can't I leave you behind?
Never have a choice
Never feel rejoice
I damn my inner voice

I can't reach my mind
I can't reach my heart
Why can't I leave you behind?
Never have a choice
Never feel rejoice
I damn my inner voice