Aya

(album: Einsteins Of Consciousness - 2021)

Underneath the silly and the sweet
There's a rage, it contains me
Shackled to the secrets that we keep
There's a shame, I've been chained to

The knock on the door
That I couldn't ignore anymore
Time to face it
Boiling to the surface time
To worthify the worthless enough
I can taste it

Aya, aya
Rush, rush through me
Rush through me
Aya, aya
Rush, rush through me
Rush through me

Let this be my last abyss
You know I'm done with getting this depressed
Oh, you don't even know the half of it
Been such a slave to my childhood shit
Our grandfathers fought a war for this
And with our freedom we choose mindlessness
This failed experiment, I'm out, I quit
Walking away, walking away
Walk, walking away

Right beside the proper and the pure
There's a fiend
How he temps me
Except that I'm the shadows in the thief
Finally free
Re-invent me

I'm desperate, I'm begging the path that's been segueing
The past and the future will actually change
And if I fall down on my knees for forgiveness
I swear I'll do anything, anything brave

Aya, aya
Rush, rush through me
Rush through me
Aya, aya
Rush, rush through me
Rush through me

Let this be my last abyss
You know I'm done with getting this depressed
Oh, you don't even know the half of it
Been such a slave to my childhood shit
Our grandfathers fought a war for this
And with our freedom we choose mindlessness
This failed experiment, I'm out, I quit
Walking away, walking away
Walk, walking away

The knock on the door that I couldn't ignore anymore
Time to face it
The knock on the door that I couldn't ignore anymore
Time to face it
The knock on the door that I couldn't ignore anymore

Let this be my last abyss
You know I'm done with getting this depressed
Oh, you don't even know the half of it
Been such a slave to my childhood shit
Our grandfathers fought a war for this
And with our freedom we choose mindlessness
This failed experiment, I'm out, I quit
Walking away, walking away
Walk, walking away