Fear In Non Fiction

(album: This World Is Going To Ruin You - 2022)

We'll pack up the
Wish (Check)
Lash (Check)
...Not much else

Recite the prayers from the pages lost
In the thoughts
Searching

Everyone (Everyone)
Has lost their minds

Air (Check)
Rain (Check)
...I've checked out

This part where I say "We'll figure it out"
How the universe had to plagiarize
My draft on "This world..."
Now realized

Everyone (Everyone)
Has lost their minds

Survive
If we lose interest
We have lost

Survive
If we lose interest

My life was your decision
Made by the ICU
Led to this destination
Where I decide on you

The fear is losing fiction
In a coma of our choice
Take to the moral compass
In the vortex of every voice

Survive
If we lose interest
We have lost

Survive
If we lose interest

We're sick with conversation
My heart: the ICU
This time, the eyes are open
This time, I can't see through

The fear is losing fiction
In a coma of our choice
Check engine expedition:
I'll see you when this is all done

We're mourning over
This need to know where
All these pieces lost their placement

Find me if you feel like your place is taken
Weigh down on me like you've crowned

And it's hard to tell
In the end... will we love ourselves?

And was it all worth it?
Who's the doctor here?
Who has my interest?

Go home

Pictured it just like this
Just as I imagined
Love

Love

Losing you was the end of me