Take It Or Leave

(album: Hikikomori - 2017)

I know who you want me to be
But I'm not that girl and I will never be
I don't know what you're expecting from me
This is all I am
You can take it or leave
This bottle's not helping
My dreams are all melting
These drugs fucked me up
I hate myself so much
Pour me up a cup take the pain away
Crush that shit up til I can't feel my face
I just wanna go somewhere far away
Fuck my mind
I can't take another day
This bottle's not helping
My dreams are all melting
I guess that I'm just not worth helping...

I'm just not worth helping, I wish you'd believe me
I'm just not worth helping, I wish you'd believe me

Tell me why I can't get through to you
I might have to let this go
You're so hard to read I'm miserable
I might have to let this go
I keep dodging problems
By numbing my feelings
I can't keep on going
I wish you'd believe me
Tell me why I can't get through to you...