Something To Feel

(album: Bloodshot - 2020)

Looking back, what a mess I used to be
What a joke life was to me
An ounce of strength was so hard to find
Imagine that, barely getting out of bed
Thought I was better off dead
The darkness was so difficult to hide

Walking down this road alone is never easy
Forgetting my heart was beating
Even when things were as dark as they could be
I knew I'd be okay eventually

Sometimes it feels like there's no hope, no sign of an antidote
Like all that's left is the easy way, easy way out
But leaving here won't stop the hurting
Just gives the pain to the ones you love and
Who will be there to comfort them?

Walking down this road alone is never easy
Forgetting my heart was beating
Even when things were as dark as they could be
I knew I'd be okay eventually

I always find myself searching for something
For something to feel
This might be my only life, so I owe it to myself to fight
Through the hardest nights

Walking down this road alone
It's never easy, it's never easy

Walking down this road alone is never easy
Forgetting my heart was beating (My heart was beating)
Even when things were as dark as they could be
I knew I'd be okay eventually

Sometimes it feels like there's no hope
But I know
I know I'll be okay eventually