In Your Brain

(album: Prophecy - 2020)

Hey Vin
W-what?
Why have you been avoiding me?
Wh-who is this?
You don't remember me? Let's take a trip into your mind

Tell 'em what you wanna say
Why is you hiding?
You never talk about your pain
Just silence and silence and
I don't wanna hear it, I been in my feelings
Never talk about it, turn 'em into lyrics
Scribble out my spirit, everything I'm fearing
Just so they can tell me "focus on appearance"
But you wanna run the game?
Keep grinding, keep grinding
I really think you need a chain
With diamonds and diamonds and
I don't want the fame, all it bring is pain
Family getting bitter 'cause of what I gain
Kids I never met telling me I've changed
That's the price when you come up in the game
Why the Hell would you complain?
Like why is you whining?
You write a rap and get paid
No reason for crying, no
I know it's a blessing, I should not be stressing
I guess I'm just sick of people overstepping
Only do me favors, trying to get some leverage
And they bugging when I don't return the message

You selfish, you bugging, you ain't good for nothing
You finally won and now you gon' complain 'bout it all
You ain't worth all these blessings, it's really depressing
Vin, what's going on with your brain?
Are you sane?
Boy, you changed
Thought you told me your goonie was fake
But you caved
What a shame
Bitch, I made you a spot in this game
So what changed?
Made you a name
And you told me that you'd stay the same
But you caved
Such a shame
Tell me what's going on in your brain?

Vin, I think you need a break
Working and working and
Writing every single day
What are you searching for?
Mommas on my text, telling me to rest
But I can't go back to working at a desk
Only get a reason I'm a bit obsessed;
I can't let my kid be struggling for checks
You don't even see your friends
Avoiding your homies
They probably thinking you're depressed
You just look lonely now
Man, I can't pretend I don't want my friends
They just want to party, I just want a Benz
This is not about us trying to make amends
Know I'm busy but we brothers 'til the end
Tell me is it really worth
Wasting your life away?
In the end it's gonna hurt
You can't just hide the pain
I don't worry when the pain's coming
Rose up from the bottom and became something
Broke up in the game, told them lames "run it"
And I love it all, I wouldn't change nothing

You selfish, you bugging, you ain't good for nothing
You finally won and now you gon' complain 'bout it all
You ain't worth all these blessings, it's really depressing
Vin, what's going on with your brain?
Are you sane?
Boy, you changed
Thought you told me your goonie was fake
But you caved
What a shame
Bitch, I made you a spot in this game
So what changed?
Made you a name
And you told me that you'd stay the same
But you caved
Such a shame
Tell me what's going on in your brain?