I'm A Natural Blue

(album: Black Light - 2014)

Break me
Cause I'm just not used to
Digging
Deep through all my idols graves
I'm starting to think
This isn't all, this isn't all that it's cracked up to be

I feel like my ideas have lost their glow somehow

Everyone wants someone else
To wear their skin until it's out
Like, "Hey thanks, music needs your help
The way it needs to rot in hell."
Originality's a ghost
I "see" it when I "hear" the most
I'm thinking there's a better way
But better ways are gems today so

Break me
Cause I'm just not used to
Digging
Deep through all my idols graves
I'm starting to think
This isn't all, this isn't all it's cracked up to be

I can see a crumbling scene of mockingbirds
Breaking their teeth eating golden words
The last thing kids need is you
The best time for truth is soon

So break me cause I've got the feeling

Nothing here is as appealing
As my heart wants to believe
It is and that's the other reason
Why I can't stop pushing deeper
Down the rabbit hole to see the
Other side and what I need
And what I need is trying to

Break me
Cause I'm just not used to
Digging
Deep through all my idols graves
I'm starting to think
This isn't all, this isn't all it's cracked up to be

There will come a day when I will make things different
Throw down everything and make it futuristic
I know that not everybody wants to be different but this is getting ridiculous

And I almost understand

Break me
Cause I'm just not used to
Digging
Deep through all my idols graves
I'm starting to think
This isn't all, this isn't all it's cracked up to be