Tennis Shoes

(album: Pajamas - 2018)

YUH

I got you running through my mind and this happens all the time now
Please don't trip and fall, if I catch you you'll be mine now
Ollie onto something, sadness never finds us
Tell you all these dumb things, you don't seem to mind it
I got you running through my mind and this happens all the time now
Please don't trip and fall, if I catch you you'll be mine now
Ollie onto something, sadness never finds us
Tell you all these dumb things, you don't seem to mind it

Thirteen shots to my chest, okay
White washcloth plugging up my veins
Sixteen years that I wish felt sane
Two blood clots to my neck, okay

That's my
Little Mama
Pretty and dishonest
Think about you even when I just don't fucking wanna

Feel my thoughts leaking out my brain
Left, right, left
Can't follow my pain
Gumdrop tears fall, turn into rain
Can't catch up, don't follow my pain

That's my
Baby Girl
Her eyes are like the moon
I get lost when I look in them, I wish she saw it too

And I think I would willingly make that mistake again
So many hearts to play with but mine is your favorite
I think I love you and you saying you think you do too
But you moved on to better thoughts and better loving dudes
And loving better things
With better sights to see
Without involving me
A red-letter dream
I've gotta face it then
Face inside my bed
I'll never love again
Nah that's a fucking fib

Can't control my brain constantly saying, "I love you!"
I love being alone but hate being so lonely
I'd love anyone but you if I could choose
But I know I can't and that's what kills a part of me

I got you running through my mind and this happens all the time now
Please don't trip and fall, if I catch you you'll be mine now
Ollie onto something, sadness never finds us
Tell you all these dumb things, you don't seem to mind it
I got you running through my mind and this happens all the time now
Please don't trip and fall, if I catch you you'll be mine now
Ollie onto something, sadness never finds us
Tell you all these dumb things, you don't seem to mind it

I'm out of time
I feel it all stacking up on me, yuh
If I could rewind
Would I or not do it over again?
I was just begging attention, was not my intention to push you so far away
Been dreaming about you so frequently, believe that I couldn't recognize your face

I tied down my heart like you wrap up your wrists
Tried to hold your hand but you're not feeling it
You talk schoolwork while my eyes glued to your lips
Oh how I wanted some closure