Beautiful

(album: Love Language - 2022)

Tell me what it is to be beautiful
I'm trying my best to show
I'm ready to take control
Tell me what it is, tell me how it feels to know

Tell me what it is to be so alone
I'm struggling on the low
I'm doing it on my own
Tell me what it is, tell me how it feels to know

Come on and tell me

"Really entertainment is communication of social values from one person to another. There's no sin in being interesting. So where does this leave you?"

I feel the centre of consciousness is consciousness as well
I feel the essence is all controlling, leaders told me
"Order; don't fuck around"
I feel the chemical blitz as my skin slowly splits; influx of health
Soak up that minute of trust or be left in the dust
Pull it together, become one of us

Fold, bend and break
Mandatory suffering is blanketing
The new chaotic systematic world
Tell them all, "get well, don't struggle. If I tell you, show me"
We switch off when the light pollutes from Hell

Tell me what it is to be beautiful
I'm trying my best to show
I'm ready to take control
Tell me what it is, tell me how it feels to know

Tell me what it is to be so alone
I'm struggling on the low
I'm doing it on my own
Tell me what it is, tell me how it feels to know

To know!
Just Tell me how it feels to know

Help me

Hey, I feel in a way
(I never felt your pain)
If I never caught your story
I'd have never felt your pain
(I felt like running away)
I need an escape
I feel in a way
I feel like getting chemical, beautiful

Let's zone in the flow, hit a bowl
Hoe, get in, go
Find it? Got it?
Fronting the soul
Get in the front of a vision, A.T.O
Fucking around with the criminal code
Drop with the bands, truck with the blow
Call it a day when they spray down

Kill me!
Safe space
Fear?
No way, take safety
Safe space
Help me, help me

Tell me what it is to be beautiful
I'm trying my best to show
I'm ready to take control
Tell me what it is, tell me how it feels to know

Tell me what it is to be so alone
I'm struggling on the low
I'm doing it on my own
Tell me what it is, tell me how it feels to know

Now!
Hate!
Run!
Take!
Meaning is death's parasite