Life Or Death

(album: Outsiders Club - 2020)

I'm alone under the stars
With a bowl of lucky charms
Rainbow on my spoon
While the world's falling apart

I keep a bottle of water by my bed
Just in case I get thirsty in my nightmares

And I'm the strangest girl I've met
And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck

Oh

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried my self to sleep
I'd be rich

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried my self to sleep
I'd be rich

I'm staring in the mirror
Making sure I'm really here
Reflecting on everything I did
Everything I sad so embarrassing ugh

I keep a bottle of water by my bed
Just in case I get thirsty in my nightmares

And I'm the strangest girl I've met
And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck
I call it generation X-Y-L-O

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried my self to sleep
I'd be rich

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried my self to sleep
I'd be rich

Danger danger honey
I've got the fear
It's gonna swallow me up
Swimming in my tears
Running out of luck

And I'm the strangest girl I've met
And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck
So you know what's coming next...

Oh

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried my self to sleep
I'd be rich

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried my self to sleep
I'd be rich