I'll B There

(album: Boy Toy - 2018)

(Captain Sad)

Cracked bottles on my grave, love
Find me faded by the lake while the rain hits my head
Hard times been feeling never ending
Red wine in my cup, that's the best that I've been

I'll be there like a record you forgot that you had
Take care, you're the only love that I ever had
I'll be there like a photo u found under your bed
Take care, you're the only one inside of my head

I'm gone, don't give a fuck about what you said
Black heart, red blood on the end of my pen
Writing wrongs in these songs, try the best that I can
Gave my all to the wrong bitch, and now I feel dead
No I cannot wife that
I can barely hit without catching feelings
And I know how much you like that
Yeah, tell me how you like that

I'll be there like a record you forgot that you had
Take care, you're the only love that I ever had
I'll be there like a photo u found under your bed
Take care, you're the only one inside of my head

Inside my head
In the deepest parts of my mind
Lays the severed ties
To myself, shown with bloodshot eyes
Close them for a second
Don't know, what could you miss?
Secrets locked behind the lips
On her hips
Blades on my wrist for the 5th time
I can't fuck with shit
I thought for a second there
That I had your heart
Like you had my ear
Now I played my part
Come and look right here
Take a shot in the dark
When the rain gets near
I know it looks so far
But it all gets clear
With each and every knife in the back
Don't miss me too much
I'm never coming back