bad decisions

I can't even focus, I been feeling off
This sadness my religion, I can't ever drop it
Making bad decisions with the baddest bitches
Look at how the stars shine, I won't ever be that bright

Kill 'em all with kindness, right on the asphalt
I'll leave my life behind, can you even spare a thought?
Give me a reason I shouldn't say goodbye
Look at how her eyes shine, I could die happy tonight
Yeah, I've said it before, it wouldn't be the same
I filled your mind with lies, you can't forgive me again
This time it's all on me
Just sit down and listen, please

We're running in circles, this cycle's starting to show
Can't help but think of you always when I get too overwhelmed
Baby, we're no good for each other even if we want it
Nobody ever came too close to you, I'm just being honest for once
Don't take this out on me
Just let go, let me breathe
Nobody's ever got me like you do
And I just wanna forget the girl that I knew

I can't even focus, I been feeling off
This sadness my religion, I can't ever drop it
Making bad decisions with the baddest bitches
Look at how the stars shine, I won't ever be that bright

Yeah, she ran away from me
And now she gon' make a scene
She pulled out my heart, set it aflame
And let the whole damn world see
"I just wanna know if you're good"
Yeah, baby, I'm doing alright
Never felt less understood
But I still wanna see you at night
I wish that you would, I wish that we could
Work this all out, be together forever
But it can never be the same
Blow my whole check on a ticket to see you again
I'm done waiting for you in the rain
Takes too long to make up your brain
All you know about is pain
And all I wanna see is your face

But these walls close in, put pressure to my skull
Keep your gun loaded and keep my mind in holding
I feel more lonely with you than I do alone
Paint the walls with my blood like a withering rose

I can't even focus, I been feeling off
This sadness my religion, I can't ever drop it
Making bad decisions with the baddest bitches
Look at how the stars shine, I won't ever be that bright