Wish I Had

(album: Yung Bans - 2017)

Yeah

Thought about it before I did it, I really wish I had
I really wish I had, I really wish I had
I really wish I wasn't so sad, Michael Jackson, bad, huh
Rob him with no mask, yeah
Cut his throat with glass, yeah
Stuck in my ways, in way too deep
It took a lot of pain and heartbreak just for me to see
I'm sorry mama, I'm cleaning my closet, I'ma be gone this week
I'm sorry mama, I'm cleaning my closet, I'ma be gone this week

Niggas rap 'bout it, but they don't even know the half
They don't even know the half
They don't even know the half
You was never in them trenches with me getting that fast cash
Getting that fast cash
Getting that fast cash (Yeah)
Fuck Hollywood, bitch, I'm in the hood forever, hmm
Mama say I'm foolish, mama know she taught me better, ayy
Streets made me numb, save your tears, please don't shed 'em, ayy
Nina on my hip, get it popping like a kettle
Free my daddy, free my brother, free my other brothers too
This for all my young niggas who been really going through it
I was locked up five months, and ain't nobody write but you
Mama care if no one else care, know they say the truth, yeah

Thought about it before I did it, I really wish I had
I really wish I had, I really wish I had
I really wish I wasn't so sad, Michael Jackson, bad, huh
Rob him with no mask, yeah
Cut his throat with glass, yeah
Stuck in my ways, in way too deep
It took a lot of pain and heartbreak just for me to see
I'm sorry mama, I'm cleaning my closet, I'ma be gone this week
I'm sorry mama, I'm cleaning my closet, I'ma be gone this week

I know it killed, my daddy wasn't there and he showed no support
He took his own course, now he up the road, North
He ain't even show up to court
But I'm a bigger sport (Sport)
Still love that little bitty whore (Whore)
I'm still your second little boy
I mean no disrespect, but mama, this just how I feel
Why you out here looking for love? I heard that love kills
I got so much money on me, could change your life for real
Be your knight in shining armor like I'm made of steel
I feel like Jody, her baby boy, huh, yeah
Tell me grow up, can't play with toys, yeah
I got a little son, had to make a choice, yeah
Should I use my hand, should I use my voice? Yeah
And you's the first one to tell me
"You gon' die or go to jail, playing in these streets"
Had to see it for myself 'cause I ain't believe
I've been going through the system since I was 15 (Yeah)

Thought about it before I did it, I really wish I had
I really wish I had, I really wish I had
I really wish I wasn't so sad, Michael Jackson, bad, huh
Rob him with no mask, yeah
Cut his throat with glass, yeah
Stuck in my ways, in way too deep
It took a lot of pain and heartbreak just for me to see
I'm sorry mama, I'm cleaning my closet, I'ma be gone this week
I'm sorry mama, I'm cleaning my closet, I'ma be gone this week