Pain

(album: Life Of Betrayal - 2018)

They keep asking me if I'm okay, ain't shit okay
I've been hurt my whole life
I lost my best friend
My mud brother and my blood brother, all in one

I cannot heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt
That's why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst
Feel like my whole life a cell, I tend to go through the most
I've been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where the door

What you know about pain? (uhh)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of going through all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (what you know, what you know?)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (what you know 'bout pain?)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of going through all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (what you know 'bout this pain?)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)

Started back when I was younger, beating on, child abuse
I fell victim to the the streets, I'm tired of hearing the rent was due
In and out of sticky situations, back and forth in altercations
And I lost my life to these streets (I swaer I lost)
I lost three brothers, how the hell I'ma tell they mamas? (how the fuck I'ma do that?)
I tend to fault myself sometimes
Like how the fuck I get caught slippin'? (how?)
And why I wasn't on my pivot?
Like damn I'm the reason why they missing
Looking around and it blood everywhere (I swear it's blood everywhere)
It's tears falling but it's blood every tear (I swear it's blood every tear)
Looking around and it blood everywhere (I swear it's blood everywhere)
It's tears falling but it's blood every tear

I cannot heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt
That's why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst
Feel like my whole life a cell, I tend to go through the most
I've been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where the door

What you know about pain? (ayy)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of going through all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (what you know, what you know?)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (uh, what you know?)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of going through all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (what you know about this pain?)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain inside)

See I was lost tryna find, like how the fuck I lose myself?
I'm surrounded by the fakes, seem to only love they self
In this world you play for keeps, every man for they self
How the fuck you gon' be loyal to me when you ain't loyal to yourself?
Whole lot up on my mind, can I vent sometime?
Seem like I always lose but can I win sometime?
I've been trying to keep my distance
Everybody say I'm acting different
I don't give a fuck bitch, can you feel the pain I'm feelin'?
Going through the storm, can you feel the rain that's hittin'?
Whole life a living hell, imagine the life I'm living
So much shit up on the line that I sacrafice
I'm tired of crying, why we all gotta die?

I cannot heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt
That's why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst
Feel like my whole life a cell, I tend to go through the most
I've been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where the door

What you know about pain? (whoa-oh)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of going through all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (what you know about this pain?)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (what you know, what you know?)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of going through all this pain)
What you know 'bout pain? (what you know about this pain?)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)