Heartbroken

(album: Don Dada - 2020)

I've been trying to move forward I'm trying
But every tear that falls steady be crying
I come with pain lately I been avoiding you
Might sound crazy baby I been saving you
Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you
I don't care about winnin I be hurt if I lose you
Broken hearted baby I been crying
Trying to overcome my pain I been trying

Don't know the last time I done smiled It's been a while
I done broke down into tears Trey done lost trial
He had trial the same week as my birthday
Now tell me how the fuck I'm supposed to celebrate this day
Look me in my eyes and try to see passed my fears
Cause I been broke lil conscious tryna heal myself over the years
I got a world on my shoulders I can't no longer hold it
I know I always save the day but today I need a shoulder
I been abused while I was a child probably why I don't ever smile
Everybody out will take the ends but they won't do the mile for me
I broke down deep in tears my mama say she proud of me
Everybody say they love me but I don't think they notice me

I come with pain lately I been avoiding you
Might sound crazy baby I been saving you
Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you
I don't care about winnin I be hurt if I lose you
Broken hearted baby I been crying
Trying to overcome my pain I been trying
Broken hearted baby I been crying
Trying to overcome my pain I been trying

Running away from you loving you from a distance
Taking a step back from reality to see what I'm missin
I really meant it when I told you that I love you I just show it different
Give them loyalty then they crossed me it's become a sequence
I really hate when I feel in love it's just a time of the season
Jumped in these skreets when I know god didn't have no time for a reason
I was always chosen different I ain't wanna be
I watched my mama get abused I remember that time he beat her
I know you're tired of me being these streets rather be on a island with me
I can't forget where I came from these streets a part of me
Loving me is like love and basketball take a gamble with me
Look me in my eyes and see yourself that's a father's eyes I see

I come with pain lately I been avoiding you
Might sound crazy baby I been saving you
Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you
I don't care about winnin I be hurt if I lose you
Broken hearted baby I been crying
Trying to overcome my pain I been trying
Broken hearted baby I been crying
Trying to overcome my pain I been trying
I been trying
I been crying
Whoa
Whoa
I been trying
Whoa
Whoa