Heartache

(album: Life Of Betrayal 2x - 2021)

I don't wanna fight anymore
I just had time to think like what we fighting for (what we fighting for)
I don't cherish nothing special things I ignore
Feel so helpless in this world I walk straight out of the door
Take my canoe in the water and I paddle away (and I paddle away)
I don't fit in on this earth I feel so out of place (I feel so out of place)
I lost my auntie the other day I been losing faith (I been losing faith)
Been tryna fight to hold them tears but I been crying all day (I been crying all day)

We been at this for a while I still don't know what we are (know what we are)
I been battling with my feelings still emotionally scarred (I'm still emotionally scarred)
I don' walked 8 miles can't wait like a UHaul (like a UHaul)
Wanna give up cause I'm so damaged but I made it this far (I made it this far)
If your bitch like my blind side (blind side)
They see me happy they don't see my down side (don't see my down side)
Still caught my brother when the sun rise (aye 2-times)
Watch him have a heart attack I'm traumatized
I'm moving another pack sometimes don't know what I'm doing
I hope my bitch being faithful 'cause I don't know who she screwing (I don't know who she screwing)
Gambling with my thoughts and my lullabies (lullabies)
I don't think love exists man cried so many times (many times)

I don't wanna fight anymore (I don't wanna fight anymore)
I just had time to think like what we fighting for (what we fighting for)
I don't cherish nothing special things I ignore (things I ignore)
Feel so helpless in this world I walk straight out of the door
Take my canoe in the water and I paddle away (I paddle away)
I don't fit in on this earth I feel so out of place (feel so out of place)
I lost my auntie the other day I been losing faith (losing faith)
Been tryna fight to hold them tears but I been crying all day

My auntie tell me need to get me (get me)
I'm taking off but she still with me (taking off but she still with me)
I'm alone in Houston without Whitney (without Whitney)
Fighting the pressure I'm so dizzy (woah)
Reaching out for someone no one will grab my hand
They had a shot for happiness but I ain't have a chance

Can't take back the time
No need to press rewind
Granny got killed by his white heart for giving his heart to a bitch
Tryna take me out the streets but I'm the heart of this shit

I don't wanna fight anymore (I don't wanna fight anymore)
I just had time to think like what we fighting for (what we fighting for)
I don't cherish nothing special things I ignore (things I ignore)
Feel so helpless in this world I walk straight out of the door (out of the door)
Take my canoe in the water and I paddle away (and I paddle away)
I don't fit in on this earth I feel so out of place (out of place)
I lost my auntie the other day I been losing faith (I been losing faith)
Been tryna fight to hold my tears but I been crying all day