Mess

(album: Someone I'm Not - 2020)

Baby I can't tell you how I feel, I hate it
This is quite the mess we got right here, I'll say it
This is quite the mess we got right here, I made it
What do you suggest we do from here, I'm lost
We don't seem to understand just how much time cost
I don't think right now's the time to talk 'cause I'm sauced
Body starting to fail me probably 'cause my mind lost
Time keeps passing by but I act like the time halts

No pep in my step, I got nothing left, so much to regret, uh, yeah
I don't feel my best, think I need some rest, I just need some rest, oh, yeah
I feel so depressed, gone, tied up and distressed, ahh, what's wrong with my head, ahh, yeah
I am not impressed with myself I confess, I really should assess my problems
Get too in my head too often
Feel like I'm possessed they talking
Really starting to affect how I'm walking
Plant one rotten seed and it blossomed
Early drew some lines and I crossed 'em
Devil see the god in me and he offed em'
Walk around and pretend that I feel awesome
Baby but I don't, cloud it, marijuana smoke
Think I lost control, in the dark is the remote
She hear what I wrote, it's an Instagram quote
Light is what I'm 'bout but it's the dark that I promote
No that's not a joke, I really hate the shit I'm on
You look up to me but I just wish that I would fall
Nothing left to see, you wanna talk then you can call
I love it when you leave but then want you back in my arms

Baby I can't tell you how I feel, I hate it
This is quite the mess we got right here, I'll say it
This is quite the mess we got right here, I made it
What do you suggest we do from here, I'm lost
We don't seem to understand just how much time cost
I don't think right now's the time to talk 'cause I'm sauced
Body starting to fail me probably 'cause my mind lost
Time keeps passing by but I act like the time halts