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(album: safe - 2018)

December Christmas party
Last year don't get me started
New year was so inviting
Compared to the one before it

9Tails
I may've forget what you had said right now
Later it'll hit my head somehow
I haven't eaten since I last laid down
Three days no sleep so fuck the bread right now
My people tell me it'll all work out
My brain had told me like check the pass like foul
You were fucked up now I throw up when I compare it to my now, wow
I got some problems I should really sort out 'stead of running head down
Living piece of shit you smell the fumes from my house
And it ferment cause I never go out
Blow bring us something else and I might take my lights out
It's not fair for others
Swear I care for others
Took me years to raise my head and share the air with others
Now I smother them
I aim for anti-sin
I got a lotta gin to drink before I'm whole again
I just wanna lay my body on the ottoman
And love you all mentally present there for all of it
Honestly it's hard for me when rapping hourly for salary and still take time to live in my reality
This heavy feeling always disembowel me
I'm spending hours fucking showering
The love they show despite my faults is so empowering
I'm glad my soul is keeping close again