Guilt Trip

(album: Aftermath - 2022)

I chase around all the thoughts that hold me down
I'm busy running circles 'til I drown
I think about it all the time I wish I wasn't now
So I can pick myself up off the ground

(I'm drowning in my head)

I couldn't wait to find the place I call home
But now I'm running away from all the walls that I built
It's not the same, I'll pass the blame to get away from the guilt
It's temporary, please forgive me, it's just part of my growth

And I'm wasting away
While I'm stuck in yesterday

I chase around all the thoughts that hold me down
I'm busy running circles 'til I drown
I think about it all the time I wish I wasn't now
So I can pick myself up off the ground

I can't escape, I keep on running in place
I swear I always hear push the message but the point's never made
I'm overzealous, I could careless, maybe that's a mistake
But I don't think about the consequences after the play

And I'm wasting away
While I'm stuck in yesterday

I chase around all the thoughts that hold me down
I'm busy running circles 'til I drown
I think about it all the time I wish I wasn't now
So I can pick myself up off the ground

I chase around all the thoughts that hold me down
I think about it all the time I wish I wasn't now

I chase around all the thoughts that hold me down
I'm busy running circles 'til I drown
I think about it all the time I wish I wasn't now
So I can pick myself up off the ground

(I'm drowning in my head)