Now Or Nowhere

(album: Sanctuary Season, Vol. II - 2022)

I went looking for a spine in every snake I knew
I went looking for my truth in every person that cut me in two
And I tried to grow my roots in every wind that would blow
And I demanded love from people who never felt it before

Don't you know we're now or nowhere
I'd rather find myself than gain the world
Don't you know we're now or nowhere
I've rather hell alone than heaven with you
Baby, that's the truth

I went looking for God in every atheist I found
Expected to fly as I dug deeper into the ground
Held the voice in my head as just a meaningless sound
Only to come back to myself and wonder why I never figure it out

Don't you know we're now or nowhere
I'd rather find myself than gain the world
Don't you know we're now or nowhere
I've rather hell alone than heaven with you
Baby, that's the truth

One day I will rise
And I'll understand it was all inside me
I'll step into fear
And I'll realize nothing was missing at all

Don't you know we're now or nowhere
I'd rather find myself than gain the world
Don't you know we're now or nowhere
I've rather hell alone than heaven with you
Baby, that's the truth